Sunday, January 20, 2008

hanging by a thread


Today I have a 3 p.m. performance. It is the first for me since the ankle injury. I do not feel ready - I need more rehearsal w/ a healed ankle and more time to gel with my partner. We will do our best, but I am not feeling prepared or at my best. Regardless, "the show must go on" and off I go to perform it.

I'm having a moment of overwhelmed. I'm sick, lost my voice, had a nose-bleed (which I NEVER have) ankle aches because it's so cold outside, female issues I don't have answers for, and I might be headed for heartbreak. Other than that, I'm great. Really.

However, to calm myself down, I usually read... listening to others keeps me out of my own head enough to keep moving forward. A Time to Dance wrote this post. My response, below, reminds me of why I show up. Thanks ATTD :)

I think it’s all about the serenity I find on stage. I am more myself under those lights with only the moment in front of me than I am at any other time. It is my safe-space and a place I can release and be my best, worst, and most honest self. Class is a place to meditate and learn. The stage is for me and the audience.

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Good luck on the performance!

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I'm glad my own crisis gave you solace. It's nice to know that exposing my own insecurities can help someone else. It's one of the things that keeps me writing. I hope everything went well!

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